xxx.cat.scatteredbrains.

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I just realized how confused I am once again.

1. Life

2. Sex

I mean I love sex, don't get me wrong but sometimes it is over-rated. But like 3 hours after I make the claim of it being "over-rated"--my legs are wide open and I'm well you know the rest..

I mean maybe I can live without sex. I've heard stories about things men do for a piece of kitty and I'm scared. I don't want to be like that. I've heard of girls having sex with ANYONE just about ANYWHERE. (thats definitely not in my character) Backseats are enough..gosh! I mean when I lost my virginity..it was taken. I didn't enjoy that. Sometimes, I even hate having sex because it brings be back to that day. I need to move on and forget but it is something I haven't talked about with anyone and hope to never re-live.

Nina, where are you tonight?

Sincerely,

confused.Bël